The Centre Cannot Hold.

I don't think thinking much but I do. I know I over think and that it doesn't get me anywhere, but I over think anyway. I will do the 'right thing' as often as possible. Right thing not in terms of my convenience, but in the sense of it being of benefit to a general public.

I don't know where I'm headed with this.

Maybe it doesn't have to.

See what I mean by over thinking?

We're all trained to think a certain way. We're brought up differently, but essentially, we are all of only a few kinds. What happens when you don't fit under any of these kinds? Nothing. That never occurs. You inevitably fit into one of these categories because one category will be called, 'Those Who Don't Fit Elsewhere'. What happens to the people in this category? They are either forced to subsume into one of the 'convenient' categories, or they get killed. One by one, slowly, each is killed. Not by death of the person as such. But a death similar to the Death-of-an-Author death. Who you are no longer matters. Only what you have said might be considered.

What you write doesn't reflect you but the time you live in. We all live in one paradigm. When this paradigm gets old, we get old. Or is it the other way around? We get thrown out of the paradigm to give way to new people. The new people create their own world and turn back to laugh at us.

Yes. The ones who will follow you will laugh at you. Remember when you looked back and laughed at the old man who said the aether is the substance through which light travels? Decades later, maybe even years later, a person will look back at us, it could be you, it could be me, and laugh too.

There is no truth. Everything in constructed. You are a girl because you've been told you are one and were around those who've been told they are too. You try to understand what is happening around you and plunge into further darkness. Because the world unravels when you start questioning it.

When things unravel, they fall apart.

"Things fall apart, the centre cannot hold."

When you break the centre, where from do you get gravity to hang on?